Our Music Sanctuary : Listening To The Music In Our Hearts

Monday, April 27, 2009

alexis i am so so so so sorry okay.
you have every right to scream at me and hit me and whatever.
i'm sorry.

i know you planned this like mad...
just to help us bond as a section and have fun together.
and i know you were really psyched about it
and i'm so so so so so so sorry.
i know i said that i could go
and i agreed to do all the stuff that you planned.
and i want to go i really do.
but i can't.
i'm sorry.

i really really hope we can still do this as a section
so please, maybe we can do this at a better time?
when laoren isn't so stressed over SPA and her prelims...
and when the rest of us aren't mugging for SA1...
and all the laorens like sam and xuanya can come back and have fun with us.
i'm really really sorry.
if you want to scream at me you can.
just please don't keep it in.
i'm sorry.

-aelis

Music is Love.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

HELLO:)
haha:D
加油！ FOR THE UPCOMING EXAMS!

gosh, i still can't believe chinese paper 2 will start at 11:30!!!!
WHY SO EARLY!
& this is so irritating!!!!!!!!

oh yea, ALEXIS!
since everyone is talking about you, let me say something TOO:)
yoyo! you will be a GREATFABULOUSAMAZINGSMARTFUNNYCARINGBEST OF THE BEST SECTION LEADER okay:D BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF:D YEA!

LOVE,PATRICIA

Music is Love.

hey hornies,
have you all been studying?
silea reminded me that i should be more of an SL.
sorry, not used to it.
heh!
SA1 is coming soon, Mother Tongue Paper on friday leh!
have you all revised enough?
for the next few days, concentrate in class, then when you get back home,
rest early! ( of course do your homework first.. )
just study hard for the next few weeks then it'll be over.. temporarily.
ahahaha
so yeah, get kick ass results,
cause we are FRENCH HORN SECTION! :D
just a few more weeks, then we'll be able to play our horn again!
i'm just itching to play my horn, aren't you?
so add oil! anything you dont know can come and ask me!
( uhm, in english only ah, no math/geog. maybe chinese. )

oh right, we're planning to have a section outing!
not sure whether with the other schools,
but we'll definitely have one after the exams! (:
i was actually thinking 22nd may, which is on a saturday,
but if the other schools are not free, then maybe we'll go out on 23rd may,
before the vjc concert. keep these dates free, if you have something on that weekend,
then please inform me, okay?
please sms me if you have any suggestions for where to go,
cause i currently have no clue! (:
or just find me in school, i'm not that hard to find, i'm so noisy,
hahahah, but if you really cannot find me, just leave a note at C03-01.
( this is for Vanessa okay, VANESSA! )

i'm going to Huimin's house on thursday..
its in, WEST COAST!
okay, whatever.
STUDY! :D

xxxxx,
Alexis

Music is Love.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

thanks Huimin. (:
i feel so damned lucky to have an SL like you.
feel like crying.
AHA.
kidding.
i love you too, tan si lea!

thanks alot peoples, i feel so shitty these days, still as crazy as ever though! :D

xxxx,

Alexis

Music is Love.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Hey. Everything silea said was RIGHT. Listen to her, she faced alot of things and she has alot of experience.

Look alexis, expectation are only set by YOURSELF.

Don't care about others and their bull shit expectations. As long as you want to do it, believe in yourself and you can do it. But sometimes of course you need some sort of expectation from people to reach certain goals.

If i ask you this: Have you ever failed in terms of being a committed member in band? (you answer it yourself) From what i see, silea and all the other seniors, you are a junior that we are extremely proud of. All of us will go through ups and down, but alexis, NEVER GIVE UP!!! Why? because you DON'T WANT TO and not because I want you to not give up.

In fact you should have the thinking like, I WAN TO DO IT!!! TO PROVE TO MYSELF THAT I ALEXIS TAN CAN DO IT TILL ITS SHIT GOOD!!! ok???

As i have said many things will happen, ALOT!!! as times come along, but i hope that you will stay strong and not give up because you CAN CAN CAN, i repeat once more, SO CAN, DO IT!!! Doubting yourself is normal but trusting yourself should be the after step.

"I TRUST THAT YOU CAN DO IT!!"

Silea, Nurul, pat, vanessa believe you can do it too. :)

Do not let some nonsensical rumours or KINKY remarks let your confidence down, cause it isnt worth it.

*I will visit this blog all the time, and treat this as a form of communication if you do not dare to come to me to talk about it. I will be here for all of you, like when all of you were there for me, Alright? :)

-Laoren-

Music is Love.

Friday, April 17, 2009

ALEX THAT IS SO NOT TRUE OKAY!!!
you're not lousy, you're not NOT as good as me or nurul or anyone!
(and this is for nurul and pat and vanessa and me too)
who cares about those people who say you can't??
i mean, if i told you 'alex, you can't even talk properly!'
would you say 'oh yeah...i'm so lousy...'
NO RIGHT?!!
you'd be like 'oh shut the hell up!'
but of course please don't actually say that.

i'm scared too okay...everyone is.
honestly, i'm not even fully aware of everything that i have to do yet.
it's gonna be different now without all the laorens,
and it's gonna be weird sometimes.
but we can do this, together(:

don't ever ever EVER doubt yourself.
even if people kep saying that 'oh i thought someone else was better for this job...'
or 'oh you confirm can't do it...'
and maybe you messed up something,
just tell yourself...
"i don't care what they say.
if it's not even going to help me why should i listen to their critisism?
i was chosen for a reason. and if i change everytime some random person (who doesn't even know what it's like to do it) tells me to, then what's the use of them choosing me?
they chose me for me. my alexis-ness, my patricia-ness, my nurul-ness.
i have this post, because i'm me. "

honestly, alex, i really always wanted you to be sl.
cos i know that you won't take any crap from anyone.
and that's a good thing. (:

so don't ever put yourself down because of what people say,
or the mistakes you do.
trust me, you'll make mistakes.
but (i've told laoren this MANY times before),
you only really fail, when you stop trying.
so okay, you made a mistake.
who doesn't? we're all human aren't we? any aliens please raise your hand?
but what you do after you make the mistake is what counts.
are you going to make it right, and do it better?
or are you going to say 'oh i'm such a faliure i can't do anything.'
you know the answer to that one.

so what if other people who have the same post as you are older, or have even more posts?
it just means that at sec 2, you are capable enough to do what they can only do at sec 3.
and i'm proud of every single one of you.
if people say that you shouldn't be in that post...
well, who cares?
what they say will only be true when you let it be.
when you agree and say 'oh i can't do anything, others are better than me'
but really, please don't give a shit.

deep down inside, inside the real, true alex and pat and nurul and vanessa,
is the real you that believes you can do it.
and the conductors and teachers and all the laorens and ME all KNOW that you can do it.
so have a little faith in yourself, and their judgement.
they have their reasons for doing this.
so just do it(:
show those dumb people who keep saying all that -insert gross thing here-
that YOU CAN DO IT. (:

jiayou ba.
i cannot be any more proud of you all than i already am.
we'll go through this, and give our all, and then maybe a little more.
together as a HORN SECTION.
and make our laorens proud and happy.
okay? (:

love you all.
see you in band.

-silea

Music is Love.

aha, okay,

so i'm sl.

okay.

some people don't think i should be assistant band major,

i mean yeesh,

i'm not even sure of myself, but

and yeah huimin'll be coming back to help me and stuff

and there's always Silea and Nurul,

who i know are so much better than me,

but i'm still scared shit about this leader thing.

i'm like so scared of the expectations and stuff.

oh yeah Alexis likes to joke around, she'll never make a good leader,

yada yada yada.

if i was my usual self, i'd say piss off.

cause, i mean, i haven't even tried this leader thing yet,

so even I can't judge myself, right?

does that make sense?

sheeeeeeesh, people nowadays are getting weird,

whatever.

yeah moving on,

congrats to :

Tan Si Lea - Aiya, i knew you could do it one lah, i'm so happy and proud that a horn player is DM once again. :D i'll support you all the way!

Nurul - Yay! ASL! ahahaha, i think you'll be guiding me instead of the other way around though, Haahaha, (;

Patricia - Treasurer huh, aha, band please pass $2 to me, k? Ahaha, i know you can do a great job, when you feel like crying about Huimin agn you can just look at your husband's picture!

KR Horns - Aha, i dont even know whether ya'll read this blog, but yeah, congrats on your new posts! Ahem assistant band major Ahem especially Ahem. AHAHA, joking. Go nelson! SL! :D

although i know you'd prefer to hear that from Silea.. AHA. kidding.

Damai Horns & ACS Horns - I haven't heard anything about the new positions in your school, but yeah, go horns! (;

and thus concludes this post,

Sam! proud of Silea anot? (;

xxx, Alexis

Music is Love.

PRESENTING....-drumroll please.......-

OUR NEWEST LAOREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELEN SOH HUIMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HAHAHAHA. okay i know these pictures aren't recent but they're still of LAOREN!!!!
-applause please-
okay i don't have time to like write all the nice great wonderful stuffs that i want to about laoren now cos i have amaths tuition (sad right?!!) but i'll just put the pictures here first for EVERYONE to enjoy~~
:D i know you love me, laoren.

edit: congrats to the KR horns for their new posts!! Kenneth for being ABM (same as my DARLING ALEXIS!!!) and niaoshendan for being SL and secretary (like xinyi! hahaha)

ttfn!
-silea

Music is Love.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Today (16th of Apr)

was the passing over ceremony. Its was a rather SOB SOB session but i would like to SAY this: I AM so so so so SOH HUI MIN... hahahaha i mean i am so so so so so freakin PROUD of all of you! You make my smile broaden you all know? :)

Vanessa: Our proud "posession" :)

Nurul: Our NEW ASL :)

Patricia: Our $$TREASURER :)

Alexis: Our NEW SL :)

Silea: Our DRUM MAJORETTE :)

*Clap clap clap!! :)

I am real real real PROUD of all of you!! I know you all can do it!! Continue to WORK as a section. I know it may be tough as time comes but remember always that i will be here for ALL of you ya! :} Horn members all have the blood thing: It is the thing that make all of us so MAGNIFICENT!!! YEA!!! :) Once again, Thanks. hahahaha!! EVOL you all!!!

Music is Love.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Alexis, i didnt know it was your calculator.Really sorry. :(

Anyway, tom i am graduating. I don't really know how to describe my feelings. I just wanna say :"Thank you HORNIES! :)"

-Huimin :]

Music is Love.

EDIT :
NELSON, SILEA CALL YOU NAMES, GO & SCOLD HER NOW! xD

yo, my homeys! AHA. :D

can we please please please go for the open prac thingy!
ahaha, i kinda miss playin' my horn, which is mildly surprising.
i'm angry with Huimin!
i haven't spoken to her in.. ONE DAY.
which is quite alot for me, as my fellow hornists know.
SHE TOOK MY CALCULATOR!! >:(
but tmr's the handing over ceremony, so its kind of like,
a bad time to be angry with her.
whatever.
why can't we have a nice vid like KRSSB?
*wink wink*
ahaha, listen carefully to our thingy during band tmr,
it'll be hilarious. i think.

TO : Everyone as lame as me

Please watch potter puppet pals! :D
it is fun and educational! Aha
like nigahiga/kevjumba/fred!
there is also music, so technically, its good for our inner musicians.
yes people. watch.

FROM : Alexisssss!

Music is Love.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

YO!!! (: LAOREN IS AT MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha. (:
fdgd <<< that's her.
tjyuyuyi<- kuku sili
ea
obviously her. -.-

laoren is so weird. she said it. :D
yeah i know it's okay laoren you don't need to keep saying(:
awww. she's gone now.
i mean she left already.
as in went home.
right. okay.

laoren is SO SUPER BC OKAY!!!!!
like omg.
we were just cycling and she started talking about guys. REALLY.
lols. laoren is more BC than me and alex and pat and nurul combined!!!!
hahahahahaha. (:
but oh well.
she's still our beloved laoren.

anw. this thurs is handing over ceremony!!!
EVERYONE will be there...
meaning CONDUCTORS and TEACHERS and alumni(?)
hahaha. not sure about alumnis.
but then laoren will OFFICIALLY be a laoren.
alex and pat and nurul DON'T CRY OKAY.
we have to be happy for laoren...that she's finally moving on to greater things(:
and besides, if you cry on thurs, you will definitely kena dehydration at eoy bandcamp,
when ALL the laorens leave FOR GOOD.
hahahaha. right. okay.

i'm super sweaty now thanks to laoren almost KILLING me half a million times while cycling.
lols. so gonna bathe now.
love you all, see you in band!
ttfn,

- silea

Music is Love.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

HEY!!! how can you say WHO CARES ABOUT FIRST HORNS! tsk. every single horn part is important okay! tsk.
Sili - You don't know helen with her harry potter okayy......... HAHA
and!! don't copy my CIAO.

ciao. sam.

Music is Love.

HEY.... sam its not me who introed her can!? She got it herself....

Anw, Tan sili... why you are so crazy over the VJ concert huh o.O" heh?hah?huh?hih?

Alexis, ALL horn rocks... i mean players just the degree of rocking-ness.. HAHA $.$ Anw, are you free? let's go on date with all horn ppl.. Study date... ALL HORN MEMBERS. ANY SPECIES, as long as she is a horn dudeee +.+Yea...

we shall arrange another horn sectional outing. This time it will be a study one, all LAORENS are invited too... %.%

P.S: I rock bigtimes.com.... hehe

BY: yours sincerely, SOH HUI MIN

Music is Love.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

check out my blog!
- Alexis (;

Music is Love.

ahahaha!

suddenly everyone's talking about me!

yay!

ahahahhaa.

apparently, bryan from pingyi is tao yijun's nephew.

AHA

small world manzxzzz

i'm kind of bored nowadays.

i suddenly have this thing called free time.

i'm like, desperate for things to do and things to watch.

i dont even know why i went for the SYF performances.

except for ahem, wednesday's one.

ahahaha,

so yes, Alexis is VERY VERY VERY free.

so please, ask me out? :D

P.S whaaaaaaaat? Third Horns rock okay! ( right, third horns of all 4 schools? )

well, Fourth Horns too, but especially Third.

who cares about First Horns? AHA!

- Alexis!

Music is Love.

lols. sam. chill.
i'm not sure if she thought of it herself. i just copied and pasted from her post on the perc blog.

and no, there's no special someone for alex in SJI. ~somewhere~ else maybe...
it's cos on the kr horns blog tagboard i was like HORNS ROCK!!!
and after that some SJI horn dude went HORNS ROCK!!! too.
and i was like 'eh SJI don't copy my HORNS ROCK!!! okay.
LOL.

and nope not barker. it's just alex being...well, alex.
when we went to watch their syf she congradulated the 3rd 4th horn guy cos he played the same part as her.
she already has her eyes set on someone else(:

and the harry potter thing is AGAIN alex-ness.
in other words, alex being lame.
doubt it's laoren though,
she isn't really one for harry potter.
hahaha.

now all your questions are answered AWESOMMEEEE KICKASS SAM! :)
ciao.

-silea

Music is Love.

1) Did liz type that on her own? like she thought of it by herself?
2) Alexis - whats with horns rocks (silea and SJI) whats with SJI huh. is there someone special in there??? haha
3) Alexis - whats with ESPECIALY THIRD HORNS IN ACS (BR) -smirk- is there a special someone again?? ....... haha
4) ALEXIS AGAIN!!! whats with MR HARRY POTTER. Is it Helen Soh Huimin that intro-ed that to u?!

-AWESOMMEEEE KICKASS SAM! :)

p.s. VJC BAND ROCKs. :)

Music is Love.

Friday, April 10, 2009

HEY HORNIES!!!
LAOREN FINALLY REALIZED WE HAD A BLOG!
-APPLAUSE PLEASE-
lols. okay.
i just saw this on the perc. blog...

You have the talent,
And you can play
Just relax,
And you'll have it your way

Nothing's ever too hard
with determination and a willing heart
We'll achive something
That will make us all proud

Never give up,
never back down
just keep moving forward
till we're done

This promise i ask of you
And i hope you'll keep it too
And remember,
No matter what happens,
we'll all be there for you

-By Elizabeth goh-
~copyrighted~(=

i know it's copyrighted but i credited her there so it's okay(:
hahahahahaha.
but it's so true(:

today i went out with laoren and alex...pat and nurul sadly couldn't come with us.
): it was kinda weird without pat and nurul...
but it was kinda fun.
laoren is crazy. she got lost in toysRus.
-.-
REALLY LAOREN LO
alex and me wanted to like make announcement.
"can Soh Huimin please come to the customer service counter...your guardians Silea and Alexis are looking for you."
LOL.
that would have been so super funny.

okay i won't go on to make pat and nurul more sad that they didn't go.
but i'm gonna give the full version on my blog(:
okay really tired now...
i'll go sleep soon.

it's 11.08.
night hornies!

love you.
see you in band!

-silea

edit: hey go check the "music" button. the GREEN one. asap okay?!!
there's some really cool and IMPT stuff there.

Music is Love.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

WeiYi : Oh, hahaha! okay. :D

HUH SINCE WHEN I GOING OUT W/ HUIMIN ALONE?!!
i don't wanna go already!
hahahha, kidding.
tday i went for Kent Ridge's SYF Perf. ( eh heheheh..)
Awesomeness.
HORNS ROCK. ( haha! Silea & SJI. )
why did you all have to go back so fast huh!
anyway
yeah, go for band tomorrow, people.

over & out
Alexissssss!

Music is Love.

Hey. cooll blog i am so sorry i did not read this earlier. Only got to after so LONG... Nvm. I hate blog... haha kidd. But seriously i hate blogging. I tried once but somehow everything got messed up. Actually thinking about it... i tried 3 times. haha.. :D Yeah but this blog is totally cool cause its the horns blog... DUHHH.. =.="

I will try my best to come in as often as i can too. I don want to lose contact with you gals ya know. :D

I wanna say some EMO stuff now to ALL of you ( Silea, Alex, Pat and A'in). You all did very well this time round for SYF. It was tough going through it, i understand perfectly. The spirit you all showed made me feel very proud of you ALL. There were times we cried, laughed, joked, get mad at one another. And those were the times we grew up together. :) Look, Patricia and nurul, pls don't ever feel discouraged just because of this syf, cause i know very very well that you can make it. Its totally the horn blood thing. You cant escape haha.. :) Anyway, i will be leaving soon and you all will embark on your new journey together with our dear conductors and of course new leaders. I hope, no matter what, you all will stand by your leaders and especially the conductors. The time i had with you ALL were EXTREMELY meaningful memories that i wil NEVER forget. All of you will have juniors and fortunately for you, you will have the chance to take care of the little babies. Take care of them and remember that i will always be there for all of you when you all need help. And silea... I may be having O's but i still have THE time for BAND. Alright. Ok enough said. i mean if i continue silea will just go all whiny already.. :) hahaha

So.... sectional outing i shall go out with alexis only :D since everyone cant... hehe ALEXIS LET'S GO WATCH MOVIE, K? *.*

-Huimin (note: NOT HELEN SOH #.#)

Labels: To HORNIES

Music is Love.

Monday, April 6, 2009

but its funny what!
and they're singing towards the end.
MUSIC, hello?
anywaaaaayz

CONGRATS TO ACS (BARKER) FOR ACHIEVING A SILVER AWARD!
especially third horn, hehe..

Alexis!
P.S Good luck to Helen Soh Hui Min who's performing for values inculcation tommorrow! (:

Music is Love.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

ALEXIS TAN!!! WHO SAID YOU CAN POST RETARDED HARRY POTTER VIDEOS ON THIS BLOG?!!!
i don't care how funny it is okay, this is for hornie stuffs and MUSIC.
stupid finger puppets going 'ron ron ron' and 'dumbledore dumbledore' and 'snape snape serverus snape' ISN'T MUSIC.
lols. okay.

i'm so bored now. i want the bandroom to open EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. (:
hahaha. but it can't be. oh well.
oh. and sorry sam...i forgot i could add authors. hahahahaha.
and the AWESOME/KICKASS thing is SO NOT ME. it's like obviously ALEXIS TAN okay.
hahahahaha.
i was nice and fair...but she went and did that. hahahaha.
okay it's like 11.55 i should go sleep now.

night night hornies!
love you(:

aelis

Music is Love.

must watch til the end!

AHAHAHAHAHA
FUNNY RIGHT!

- Alexis!

Music is Love.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

WHA!! what is this?! how come i only know about this blog like WAYWAY after syf huh?! tsk!! anyway, syf is over.. everything has been said.. theres nth more to say because everyone has said it all. Just one thing though which is.. congrats you guys. :) and to you miss SI LEA TAN. Line F rocks right?! haha. and congrats on getting it.. enough about celebrating for ur Fs ah.... haha. and to u nurul, its okay to be switching sections. No worries! It always happens to great horn players in stc! haha. Examples are ur ex-SL XUANYA! and not forgetting ur ex-DM SERENA?! yeah. she was a horn player too. so.. not to worry so much. you'll still be a part of us. :)

Okay. anyway, enough bout syf. hope u guys have learnt lots from there. and had a great experience. :) now to an important topic directed to SI LEA TAN. why are the juniors labelled as AWESOME/KISS-ASS and the rest of us are not?! TSK. im jealous..........

ciao. sam. :)

Music is Love.

Friday, April 3, 2009

hey guys! (:
congrats on SYF'09
SYF seems like such a long time ago for me, cause i'm getting so old.
haha. anyway, let's have a gathering of some sort! (:
i'll get my batch people down too!
however, that'll have to wait till my long long break.
so till then, take care y'all!

-jade

Music is Love.

hey stc hornies! (:
syf is finally over...and of course i'm VERY proud of all of you.
although we didn't get what we expected, like we've been told so many times, our spirit is like a gold with honor honor honors band(:

no wait, scratch that.
honestly, i think we're already beyond awards(:
keep up this spirit okay, even though our laoren helen is leaving soon...
we must continue to always be the STCHORNS, no matter what(:

alex darling, i'm so super proud of you for your performance on syf day. although it's your first time and i know you were so freaking out you did your best and it was GREAT. (: keep up the good work, and don't be too sad about helen laoren leaving...you still have pat and nurul and me and vanessa!! (:

pat darling, i'm really sorry that you couldn't be there on that stage with us. i would have given anything for you to be there...but i really want to thank you for all the support that you gave to all of us, and you didn't cry!! so i'm super proud of you. thank you so so so much. jiayou okay, your playing is good, just have confidence in yourself, and play from your heart(:

nurul darling, i'm sorry you couldn't have been there too. i know it's not really fair to you since we kept switching you around, but you understand why right? (: and also i thank you for all your great support and enthusiasm. even if you go back to trumpets (i hope not) you'll always be a hornie too. i'm very proud of you too, and you also must keep up the good work! enjoy your time in band, with whichever section you're in, cos we're always here for you. (:

helen laoren, you're leaving le, and probably don't even know this blog exists but i'm doing this anyway. thank you for everything you've done for me and the section. i know i've given you alot of trouble and stress for the past 3 years and i'm sorry. i'm so happy i got to go through this syf journey with you, and if i could re-live it, i wouldn't change a thing. although you're a laoren now and won't have so much time for us, the hornies will always be waiting for you to welcome you back anytime. no matter how stressed you are at Os, or whatever problems you have, you always have us. (:

WE LOVE YOU HELEN SOH HUIMIN aka LAOREN(:

i love you all,
see you in band!

love,
sileaelis(:

Music is Love.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

yes.
STC Band has gotten a Bronze.
its not a sad thing though!
its the journey to SYF that counts! (((:
i think.
that's what everyone says anyway.
first time i saw the whole horn section cry.
except for nurul.
i loved this SYF.
seriously.
i am looking very much forward to the next one! (:
but i'm not looking forward to the handing over ceremony.
):

Gold was a tacky colour anyway!

Music is Love.